I spend a lot of time making playlists. Here are the fruits of my labor.Blue buttons navigate to elsewhere on this hellsite of a carrd i have created; purple buttons navigate to Deezer.(Note: For the sake of my sanity, all fanmixes can be found in the "by fandom" section, and all non-fandom playlists can be found in the "by type" section. Vibes and fic playlists are mostly for funsies.)last updated: 1/28/2026 ("lost child, stay home")Spotify version (no longer being updated)

by fandom

Includes fanmixes for characters, ships, and canons. Ships will be denoted with slashes and canons will be denoted with astericks.

nmtd/lll

NMTD stands for the 2014 youtube vlogseries Nothing Much To Do (based on shakespeare's Much Ado About Nothing) and LLL refers to the 2015 sequel youtube vlogseries Lovely Little Losers (based on shakespeare's Love's Labour's Lost).

nmtd characters

nmtd ships

Footnotes:The beatrice/benedick fanmix was my contribution for the 2015 lolilo secret santa.The fanmixes for Hero/Meg and Meg/Jaquie are part of my contributions to LoLiLo femslash week 2016, the rest of which you can find here."even when she's next to me" is a fanmix for the fic of the same name by cynical_optimist (highly recommend!).

Voltron

you know the one.

skamverse (Skam Cinematic Universe)

So there's this norwegian teen TV show and somehow it got popular enough that it got seven more versions from seven more countries and somehow I was unhinged enough to watch, like, five of them (never made a fanmix for the NL version tho, sorry buds). I don't have explanations for these things, just facts.

OG SKAM

Footnotes:The majority of the fanmixes here are for fics i adore by people i admire very much. You can check them out as follows (and I enthusiastically and wholeheartedly recommend all of them!):stay a minute - grinsekaetzchena mental archive of love unwanted - chevythundertake me to the stars - iriswestsnext to you, is where i call home - lostinadmirationA Chemical Phenomenon - kapplebougher

Skam france

Druck

gee i wonder which version of skam is my favorite (hint: it's the german one)

druck characters

Druck Ships

Footnotes:the playlists for leonie/sara and omar/mohammed were gifts were friends but honestly i stand by these pairings.my fatou/kieu my playlist breaks my usual fanmix format in that it's actually ten fanmixes in one - one for each episode of the season, ten songs each.

druck conceptual playlists

Footnotes:"David's Spotify" is what I imagined David's spotify to look like during the s3 era. Note: I created this playlist before beanie boy even had a name."David's Month of hell" is what I imagined David to be listening to on repeat during episodes 5-9 in season 3."can you take me as i am?" is what happened when i thought about what kind of playlist matteo's hipster ass might give to David early on in their relationship.

the old guard

The Old Guard (2020) dir. Gina Prince-Bythewood is an action fantasy superhero movie based on the comics of the same name by Greg Rucka.

homestuck

You don't actually want me to attempt to explain homestuck to you and i'm not going to try

the locked tomb series

The Locked Tomb Series by Tamsyn Muir is a fantasy series including the books Gideon the Ninth, Harrow the Ninth, Nona the Ninth, and the as-yet-unpublished and Alecto the Ninth.

Dimension 20

Dimension 20 is an anthology actual play show hosted on CollegeHumor's streaming platform Dropout. Each season focuses on a different story in a different setting. Specific seasons referenced are denoted in the footnotes.

Footnotes:[1] - Fantasy High[2] - The Unsleeping City[3] - A Crown of Candy[4] - A Starstruck Odyssey[5] - The Seven[6] - A Court of Fey and Flowers[7] - Neverafter[8] - Mentopolis

Arcane

I know nothing about League of Legends except for this show and i think that’s valid of me.

our flag means death

Our Flag Means Death is an HBO max show (very) loosely based on the lives of Stede Bonnet and Edward "Blackbeard" Teach.

QL Brainrot

Who had "Sarah gets their last remaining brain cells completely destroyed by the fever dream that is asian bl" on their 2023 bingo card because I certainly did not

misc

Various books, movies, and shows I have consumed with my eyes over the years. Specific characters and relationships will be noted in brackets where necessary.

Books/comics/games

Footnotes:LOTOH: Leah on the Offbeat by Becky AlbertalliCameron Post: The Miseducation of Cameron Post by Emily M. DanforthAri and Dante: Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire SaenzRWARB: Red, White, and Royal Blue by Casey McquistonRemembering Gale: not a book; it is a webcomic that can be read for free online (tapas/webtoons; it is currently ongoing so proceed with caution!) but I did not feel like making an entire section for one playlist oops.-Baru Cormorant: main character of the Masquerade series by Seth Dickinson.-Slay the Princess: also not a book but a video game [visual novel - counts nominally???], maybe if i collect enough random things i can make a new section, we'll see-Nevermore: webcomic, free to read on webtoons-Hades II: also not a book it turns out!

Movies

Shows

Footnotes:I have not actually seen The Halcyon. I did watch a youtube compilation of Toby/Adil scenes and it gave me enough feelings to shit out a playlist i fuckin guess.I have not seen the Untamed either. I have seen the animated version of the show but due to Circumstances I unfortunately remember basically none of it. This fanmix was a gift for a friend but it goes hard so i'm including it anyway.

by type

A selection of my non-fandom playlists. Please navigate to the "by fandom" section for fanmixes!

OC/writing playlists

Playlists made for my and my friends' ocs, and sometimes [read: quite rarely lol] original concepts as well.

dreamverse

My deeply beloved brainchild that I share custody over with my dear friend bry. Over the 5-6 years we've had these characters they have undergone many evolutions and journeys through different genres (so many in fact that the name Dreamverse is no longer relevant although we're too lazy to come up with a new name), starting with YA surrealist fantasy to contemporary adult drama to cyberpunk and now to hard sci-fi. In another year who knows where we will find these little shits!

rpg characters

Footnotes:The characters represented here that belong to me include: Isaac Galileo (one half of gay pirates), Jude Song (one half of bookstore gays), Jupiter Santos, Eve, and Tails Olmeda.Remington Sweete (gay pirates), Hawthorne Bell (bookstore gays), George Warders, and Io belong to bry.

original concepts

short form playlists

Playlists that are meant to be listened to in order [but also do what you want i'm not the boss of you]. Usually around 10 songs although I have been known to branch out.Listed more or less in chronological order because i could not be assed to find a different method of organization.

long form playlists

Playlists that can and probably should be listened to on shuffle.(Note: the first 10 or so are the ones I still update with any sort of regularity. The rest are mostly here for archiving purposes. Let's all take a moment to appreciate that I no longer need playlists with names like depression songs and study!)

Footnotes:[1] - full title is "songs that aren't about being trans but are actually about being trans".

365 playlists

Each year I make a playlist that is theoretically one I add a song to for every day of the year but in practice is one I just add to whenever i feel like it. Basically these function as a year in review in Vibes and also a way for me to track new discoveries through the year.

by vibe

Disclaimer: i am sorting this entirely based on my personal vibes which I have been told are about 93% more maudlin than the average person's. Also trying to include every single playlist in this would probably make me go insane so I'm specifically listing ones I personally go to when I need a vibe. This is my carrd and i do what i want

upbeat (for me)

driving/energetic

calm/relaxing

sadder than usual

tenderness

AU aesthetics

fic mixes

Sometimes I write fic, and sometimes I make playlists for those fics. Also sometimes i make playlists for fic ideas I never finish/write/etc. but you know what they still slap.

NMTD fics

Fanmix TitleShipConceptFic Link
is it the right word?pedrazarnever let me go AUAO3
one lifetime with youpedrazarmodern fantasy AUN/A
all but the brightest starshersulawerewolf AUN/A

check please fics

Fanmix TitleShipConceptFic Link
the advantage of withholding your honestyzimbitssoulmate auAO3
i will implode with youholsomsoulmate auAO3
bros will be brosholsomsoulmate au (see above)AO3
everybody begs to be redeemedzimbitspacific rim auAO3
lead my life astrayzimbitspride and prejudice auAO3

Love, Simon/Simon vs. fics

Fanmix TitleShipConceptFic Link
we fell like rainspierfeldbest friends AUAO3

og skam fics

druck fics

Fanmix TitleShipConceptFic Link
tonight, we rundavenzistar wars auAO3
but summer always hurtskieutousummer romance auAO3

did not finish

Fanmix TitleFandomShipConcept
untitledOMGCPholsompacific rim au
untitledOG SKAMevaklong distance friends to lovers au
untitledOG SKAMevakin the flesh au
living life like a kiteOG SKAMevakkindergarten teacher au
endless shades and huesOG SKAMevakrock band au
hot mess's soundOG SKAMn/arock band au (see above)
words are futile devicesOG SKAMevakdead poets society au
untitledVoltronsheithgraceling au
one day, life will be kindVoltronsheithrule 63 au
untitledDruckdavenziorpheus/eurydice au
and again, and again, and againDruckkieutoupersuasion au
in violence and regretKPTSkinnporschecyberpunk au